Hi. Wow, its been a long time since I've gone on xanaga. I didn't even realize that I had no picture on it anymore. =x Anyways, I remembered I had this when I went to school and my friend opened it up? I was like "I have this too! Add me pl0x. =x" Well, how is everyone? I dooubt anyone will read this but.. whatever. Babes, if you read this, I <3333z you. =3 A lot of stuff have been going on in my life recently.. Well, actually, its been months since its been happening but instead of getting better it has been getting worse. Point is.. My parents found out about our lil' habits in Novemeber, I believe? Anyways, we had a huge discussion and went on complete lockdown for about a month. We couldn't do anything with anyone. It was insane. The worst part about it was that we submitted to the lockdown. What else could we have done? We were living under their rules so we had no choice but to listen.. That, and they are our parents. We weren't going to disrespect them like that. It got to the point that we prefer being at work than at home.. We could at least chill and relax some? Point is, my sister decided she could not take it anymore, they were driving us insane and she was going to move out with this chick name melissa [Not her real name but I wanna keep her out of it]. Now, you cant believe the trouble we went through when they found out she was going to be moving out. Meh. It was horrible. Constant argueing about the same shiet. Drugs. Why you want to move out. Bullshiet like that. It got to the point that we got tired of sugar-coating the situation. -.-;;; Well, my sis ends up not moving because my mother did the guilt trip on her. So, now. Our plan is this: We are getting an apartment without telling them. Sign everything and then inform them that we are moving. If we sign and everything, there cant be no way of changing out minds. We are already getting the car, so we're pretty much set. :D I cant wait because we're going to have our -OWN- place and the apartment is GORGEOUS. Not too big nor small. =x Party at my house. ;D

Mudvayne- "World So Cold"

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your bestfriend
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm
So I'm turning away
Away from the name [[Calling your names]]
Away from the stones [[Throwing sticks and stones]]
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away
Away from the games [[Fucking head games]]
Away from the space [[Hate this head space]]
The circumstances of a world so cold

Burning whispers, remind me of the days
I was left alone, in a world so cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause
I've left alone, in a world so cold

Fever inside the storm
So I'm turning away
Away from the name [[Calling your names]]
Away from the stones [[Throw sticks and stones]]
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away
Away from the games [[Fucking head games]]
Away from the space [[Hate this head space]]
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away
Away from the names [[Calling your names]]
Away from the games [[Fucking head games]]
The circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy?
Don't want any part of depression or darkness
I've had enough
Sick and tired
Bring the sun
Or I'm gone, or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no spawn
No mother-fucking slave to this
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anything else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything

Backing out, giving up
No mother-fucking slave to this
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything

I need to find a darkened corner
A lightless corner
Where it's safer and calmer

I'm turning away
Away from the name [[Calling your names]]
Away from the stones [[Throw sticks and stones]]
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

I'm running away
Away from the games [[Fucking head games]]
Away from the space [[Hate this head space]]
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away
Away from the names [[Calling your names]]
Away from the games [[Fucking head games]]
The circumstances of a world so cold